![]() Mairead, eating a chocolate covered strawberry from a gift box: It’s not really that good.ĭiscarding the strawberry after sucking the chocolate off: I need another one. Uncle Jody, on the phone, to my 5 year old nibbling Siobhan: So, have you been naughty, or nice? Author Adrienne Posted on DecemCategories Uncategorized Tags 2015, 2016, grief, Jomo, transformation 3 Comments on jomo queen whispers goodbye to 2015 holiday tidbits (radical musings on Xmas) So that is how i am whispering goodbye to 2015, from the quietest place i could find tonight, from my whole self to yours. i’m saying i love you, and taking action. i’m saying i surrender, and taking action. i want to enter the year totally clear and free from obligation, free from the pain of ignoring my needs. to rest my body, to write, to meditate, listen to my chani 2016 horoscope. Knee: and what do those lessons look like in practice? right now? and…i learned that in almost every situation, i’d rather be writing. i learned that no is imperative if i want to be able to say an authentic yes to the good things meant for me. Me: i learned…that when i ignore my body, it always leads to disaster. we twisted everything good out of this year and you know it. i can heal like a miracle, and also too, i am finite. (teary eyed glitchy montage of 2015 memories) i am so grateful for it, all of it makes me me, i know. i’m making it work, but it’s not pleasant. like, no exaggeration? i am pretty sure something is broken in here. i gave so much of my year to floating through things i knew weren’t right, to doing what i thought was needed, even when it left me depleted. Me, some relief and longing moving in my system: you know, it’s unexpected. Knee: you say that, you even tell others. Knee: i have been trying to talk to you all year. (feeling my whole body wanting to rest) you couldn’t have brought this up earlier though? Knee: but you want something else, right now. Me: yes, hence this exact current situation. Knee: what we’re doing at midnight matters. Me (feeling curious): really? we’re at the beach, in great company. Me, about to turn up for new year’s eve: what is it?
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